Everything.

What’s the alternative? Nothing?
That seems really booring.

cat. I probs would be dead if it wasn’t for her, was about to prep for committing suicide then realized she would be rubbing on my corpse asking for pets all night before I would be found which lead me to break down at work and go to the psych ward.

this was her laying in the sun while I did virtual therapy on monday.

am I better now? not really tbh. I’ve changed to my 3rd different antidepressant and am on 3x the equivalent of an average dose and am only slightly better.

math

These fuckin’ questions, no doubt.

My milkshake

Having no worries and being chilled.

I sometimes experience this for a couple days in a good year.

Getting a job offer you want

A smile on my sons face when he’s having fun

Someone’s face lighting up when they see you.

Physical books

Śūnyatā

Ben Grimm from Earth-616 imo

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I cold brew to unwind after a days of good work or a fresh meme that hits so close to home you no longer need to evaluate your life.

I think the best thing is to get the biggest burrito you can at a food cart, walk down a quiet pier overlooking a bay, and eat in silence while watching the temperature. Should be about 18°C outside, not too warm, but overcast, with no one nearby.

This is specific, but this is exactly what I want right now.