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Cake day: January 5th, 2025

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  • Googledotcom@lemm.eetomemes@lemmy.worldBenefit of the hindsight
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    1 day ago

    It’s just money right, it’s not like there’s a shortage.

    At some point it only goes up and up, multiplicating like some kind of sex starved horny rabbits. Population of which you are informed monthly by some clean but boring site: -0.67%, 2.27%, -1.23%… which for some reason is trying hard to appeal to you and that fake tone seeps through every second word on their butt licking reports.

    Please use our services, oh maam please. We are here for you please use us







  • Googledotcom@lemm.eetomemes@lemmy.worldBenefit of the hindsight
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    3 days ago

    I had too much money once. I bought some nft Reddit avatars for like 2k and it is still there somewhere but I am too lazy to even check on that

    It’s somewhere there some kind of nft safe they have or something like that. It’s all very clunky.

    I think I had to note down some access code at some point or something like that, it’s all too tiring to remember and unclear if there is anything you can do with it




  • Yeah I know I know. I even can’t do it like medically I am not supposed to more than usual person.

    I need some kind of substance that works like nicotine, is easy to obtain and has less or no health risks

    Probably gotta go to psych at last but I procrastinate on that since years

    I was thinking recently let’s go and enroll in a course to become air traffic controller but I need nicotine for that. To pass tests and to work

    Thing is I can’t even take the nicotine pills technically because I am in thrombosis risk group.

    If I was usual medically person I would just take nicotine pills and deem the eventual risks completely worth having actual ability to focus and work. Without nicotine my career life is depressing if it even exists

    I underestimated how this vile habit helped me pass to the top university but to be honest when I was studying I smoked like a lot, more than I ate and started to feel so fucking terrible that I switched education to something easier that I already knew how to do


  • There’s something pleasurable about exhaling mist out of your mouth.

    plus potential undiagnosed adhd self med maybe? I always could solve any problem if I only had a smoke to think. It’s like some kind of unlocking full potential

    It’s been 10 years since my last and I still miss that full potential feeling. I feel like I live with a constant fog on my mind without it

    It’s very hard to part ways with the clarity that nicotine gives me. As if teleported to some dimension where everything is easy suddenly and very clear. Time slows down

    Fuck maybe it’s worth going back just for that clarity. I never really recovered since quitting

    I thought I could overcome it with sheer force of will and my brain will somehow get used to it and work fine without nicotine but that never happened

    I miss that kind of focus