Just got diagnosed today with early onset dementia. I don’t want to be so far gone or drugged up to be functional. I would like to be a nurse for at the least the next ten years to help people. I would i don’t know what they call it nowadays but die with some at least dignity? Also if you have mental problems and are thinking about it in the US dial 988
Check to see if you are in a Country or State with Assisted death.
For Example:
https://www.healthvermont.gov/topic/death-dignity
https://www.nj.gov/health/advancedirective/maid/