I dont think she wants to hear me go on and on about how I didnt ask for this life she forced upon me.

I dont think she wants to talk to me anyways, I keep sending her the bills for my living expenses and she never replies.

If your mum is a good one, keep in contact. Write and phone often if you’re far away, visit often if you’re near. You only have them for a while. People don’t live long enough. :'|